What a crap day it was. Mom was sick and Dad couldn't come home. I went and spent some time with him at the nursing home, how sad. I missed you today, I can not stop thinking about you and how much we both loved to cook big dinners. I am so glad the day is over. I don't think I will ever love the holidays again, I guess it is just a part of my past " The good old days". It is sad how quickly life changes. Wish you were here things would be different. xoxoxo