As I get ready for this Holiday season to begin,I am filled with sadness for the loss of you. I think about last year, it was so soon after your passing that it was unbearable to think of enjoying anything. This year is not really any better. I get sick inside thinking about your being gone. I know how much you loved the holiday season from Thanksgiving till Christmas. I know I will always miss you brother, but more so as this time rolls around. I love you