msval1130 29th February 2008

Hey Brother, As I sit here wondering why things happen, I also wonder why someone like you, who really enjoyed life minus the bs had to go. I know that God needed you and wanted you, and as much as I needed you also, it was not enough. God knows better whats in store for us. I need you to talk to. I remember telling you everything when things were right or wrong in my life, and now I really am lost without that. I am not sure that anyone can understand me the way that you did. I am not sure if I am being judged or not when I talk now. I miss having you to talk to and having a laugh with you and hearing "hieffff where are you". I miss Steven, I miss the Steven that was my brother, friend, confidant, and the one to depend on always and forever. love ya brother....and missing you more and more each day, night, and moment....