I spent another long night last night and today not being able to get you off my mind for a second. The snow is falling heavy here and I keep thinking how much you would love that. I went out to shovel and I remember how you showed me the right way to do it without breaking my back. You were also the one to show me how to use a rake on the grass, " no sis you bounce the rake ,you don't drag it" I really miss you so much, this world is just not the same without you in it. I know you are in the arms of Jesus and you are safe and happy now, but it hurts so much knowing I can not call you or see you.