Yesterday i had the family over for a cook out we were all sitting there and I realized that in one month it would be a year since we had our last BBQ together June 30, 2007 at my house for my birthday. It was one of the last days I spent with you. We had such a good time that day all just chillin in the yard. I remember talking to you about how many BBQs we would have when you moved here. It breaks my heart knowing that will never happen. We all want to turn back time and have you here with us again, just for one more day that would be enough just to tell you all the things we will never have the chance to say. Gabby's 1st birthday just passed, shes walking Tristan's birthday is coming and you should be here for all of this.I know you would want to be, I know your with us. Love and miss you