I never thought in a million years that you would leave me and I never thought in a million years how much I would need you back if you ever did. I miss you so much pop and I do not know how to handel it. I wish that I was able to have you back for atleast one more day. I regret so many things. So many fights we had over nonsense but at the end of the day pop you were really all I had and I know that I was your outlet. I miss that so much. Its been a while since I have logged on to this website but today I really needed to talk to u and see u. And also besides the fact that Aunt T has only been waiting for a month for me to send the pics I had promised her. It takes alot to come on this page for me. I have a hard time looking at the pictures because in the back of my head your still just downstairs laying on the couch napping and saying "I'm on lunch". LOL... It may take me a while to come and look at this page but it feels great to know that when I do need a dose of reality and I want/need to see you I can. I LOVE YOU POP!!!!