Hey Daddy, sorry i haven't been on here in a long time.. been dealing with a lot.. i feel so alone. i don't have u or mom to turn to anymore. I'm lost and confused on everything that has been going on. well daddy u and mom must be having fun up there knowing that u guys are having a grand baby. I sometimes feel that i need to call u or to call my mom but i cant call either one.. i miss you both so much i never thought life would get this hard but i guess it only makes me stronger. right now i don't feel really strong but i know it will get through it.. i hope u and mommy know how much i love you guys and miss you.. i wish i could give u guys a big hug and a kiss. i know i feel u guys around me .. but i wish i had the time to talk to you guys one more time.. tell mommy that i love her and i miss her.. i love u too daddy . i know that u will be there wen i get married July 19th u can mommy will be so proud. and i know u guys will be there when Oscar and our beautiful lil baby comes into this world. i love you i will write to you soon.