well...its around 4 30 in the afternoon...i have been in touch with Alicia for her bd today, and she sent the family flowers in honor and celebration of your life and for bringing us back together...it was really touching...i miss you Steve...i just need to hear you once more...i need to have u tell me its all going to be ok just one more time...to see u smile once more...each day is harder than the next...love you brother so very much...