Hey big brother...its me again...sometimes there is so much to tell you, not knowing where to begin...so much questions left unanswered....but one day brother, i promise you this, one day it will all come to light...and remember that right now, i am taking your advice and getting myself stronger and better each day because i can do that....i miss your calls, your laugh, the calmness that remained as if you were undisturbed by so much, when you werent...i love you steve. give vito and dominick hugs for me and tell them we all will be together again soon... love val